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How About Them Apples? ([personal profile] applespice) wrote2009-11-16 09:28 pm
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Secrets Post

Haven't done one of these in awhile, though I always love to see them on my flist.

Share a secret in the comments. Anonymous commenting is on and IP logging is off, so write what you feel.

It's almost winter... winter feels like the most secretive time of the year to me.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
After four consecutive years with them, I am finally off my anti-depressants. I tentatively feel okay, but I'm worried about the winter.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
Wow, I hope it works out! I'm rooting for you ♥

[identity profile] 2009-11-17 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
I hate winter. I used to love it, but now I'm only ever depressed when it's winter. I think that's because when I was younger we lived further north, so it actually snowed and stuff, and everything looked really pretty (well, until it all turned to slush, but still!), but I live in the south now, and it never snows here so everything is just dead. It's depressing and I hate it. Boo.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
:( *snuggly warm hugs to keep you warm in the winter*

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'm madly in love with some one whose girlfriend doesn't know about me.

And his girlfriend doesn't know he feels the same way.

We're not acting on it, but... I still hope.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
Oh dear. Do you think he would leave his girlfriend for you?

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 04:24 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't been in love in two years. Honestly, I don't really miss it.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:10 am (UTC)(link)
As much as I love being in love with my bf, I understand your feelings. Sometimes it's so hard! I feel like I get frustrated and anxious much more often when I'm in relationships than I do when I'm single.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 04:46 am (UTC)(link)
About half the time, I feel pretty sure that I'm in the wrong field. I have to ignore it, because I've worked for so long to get to where I am, and I'm in a good place. I'm ok at it. But I don't think it's for me.

And I know what the right one would be, but it's not really an option.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry :( I hate hearing things like that. I hope that you can find some kind of peace, but I can only imagine how difficult it must be to work in a field that you feel is wrong for you.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
i knew things would end this way, but went agianst my gut, tried it for the sake of trying, for the sake of making that token effort. In the process I broke a very dear friend's heart.

I wish I could regret it.

I don't.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry for the situation... it sounds complicated.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 05:22 am (UTC)(link)
I just got in a terrible fight with my boyfriend.
I was touching his arm and he got made and shoved my arm away and when his arm went back he hit his computer screen and broke it.
He then blamed it on me and slapped me in the face and punched me in the arm.
I felt bad about it until he hit me and would have bought him a new screen because I am that nice. I guess too nice.
Why does life have to be like this?

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my God :( It is NEVER okay for someone to hit you! And over something so minor! You deserve better than that - SO much better.

[identity profile] 2009-11-17 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
I love winter, especially the first time it snows. Okay, technically it's snowed twice already but that was in October and therefore I do not count that as being the first snow because it was not in the winter. I don't know what it is about the first time it snows, but I love it.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I love winter, too... it's so sleepy and peaceful.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
I think less of people who like Twilight.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
I am trying to be better about accepting Twilight, since I am daily surrounded by people who love it. Sometimes it is hard.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 03:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It's OK, so do I. I can accept it if they are fully aware that it is bad, but legitimate love is a sign of something amiss. It's the difference between watching ElimiDate or Tila Tequila's search for her one true love and thinking it is quality television.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-17 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I feel so completely lost. I don't know what I want in life...but how can I? I don't even know who I am. I don't recognize the person in the mirror, anymore. I've based all that I am on my relationships - be it friends or lovers. I've been so busy trying to be who everyone wanted me to be. Now I want to be myself, and I don't even know how.

[identity profile] 2009-11-18 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
:( This makes me so sad... I hope you find a way to find yourself. I'm sure you're absolutely amazing.

(Anonymous) 2009-11-18 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
I've never been happier than I am now!

just friended you!

[identity profile] 2011-01-15 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Dear Apple --

OMG, you trigger lots of secrets for me, starting with girlcrushes (I read your comment) and proceeding to "Brazilian Girls - Don't Stop"...

(I guess the latter refers to a song -- but I say, NEVER stop, you Brasileiras out there! I once upon a time lived in Rio -- a young, closeted lesbian's dream city!)

Hugz, Justine