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I'll keep you my dirty little secret

I know I'm a total copying copier, as

augustuscaesar just did this and she is much cooler than me, but I'm doing boring busywork and I want something interesting to read. So I'm going to make an anonymous secrets post, too! Bandwagons, ho!

This post is going to be public (which I guess means I should move my friends only post up? Don't be disturbed if it flashes through your flist again) and anonymous commenting is turned on. FOR NOW!

So, yes. Tell me a secret.

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I care too much what other people think.

I can, too. I even have a whole folder in my bookmarks called "self-esteem boosters."

I like to pick my nose when I'm alone.

I do this, too. Sometimes I just can't stand the feeling that something's all... up there!

Sometimes to help myself fall asleep I pick up one of my favorite books and act out one of the scenes under the covers. Usually the more tragic ones. In silly voices, but sometimes very seriously. If anyone ever saw me, I think I'd fall into little pieces.

That is about the cutest thing I have ever heard. Seriously. OMG.

I found a stash of photos of my ex on a back-up disc today. I was almost too scared to look at them in case it hurt. It didn't.

I'm glad, but a little bit sad as well. It's the final closure, I suppose.

I'm glad that you didn't feel hurt. It's an important step to moving on - I hope that you're finding a better happiness now :D

I really, really, really, really, really, really, really, really dislike someone on my friends list and am only keeping them on my friends list because I am nosy and want to know what is going on in their life. It is an irrational dislike - you know when someone just rubs you the wrong way? - and sometimes, I get along with them, but for the most part, I think they think they're shit hot and they're really, really not.

I've done things like this before - I can't help it, I like to know everything that's going on! I just hope that this secret isn't about me. Lulz.

IT'S NOT!! ♥

Oh, whew! ♥

One of my friends has been going through a really rough time lately. She has some serious mental issues, she's been hearing voices, and she's starting to doubt her faith, which used to be a major part of her life. The secret? I really hate her guts. And I can never tell her for fear of sending her into some sort of relapse. This probably makes me a dirty bastard.

Nah, you'd be a dirty bastard if you gleefully told her that you hated her guts just to see her totally lose it. As it is, I think you're pretty normal. This shiz just happens sometimes.

I hate children. Sorry to crush your dreams, mom.

Well, at least you won't just bring one into the world to please your parents. Some people just aren't kid-friendly! I myself am pretty uncomfortable around younger kids most of the time.

Me too. I wish my family would just accept it and move on. I'm tired of people trying to convince me that kids are the awesomest.

I used to have a problem with self-injury but I pretend I don't now. I never talk about it anywhere because every internet person apparently has their list of "problems". But people don't ever think that you could possibly be hurting because they look at you and think your life is good because you work hard and do shit. Everyone wants the self-diagnosis, as if to prove that the life they live isn't normal. But me? Why would I want that? I just want things to be okay, to be normal.

I dislike so many of the people who get "disorders" just to be trendy. If it's real, like it is with you, you won't go around bragging about it or anything like that. I'm so sorry that you're hurting - I can't imagine. I hope that things get so much better for you. ♥

I am apathetic about almost everything in my life. I know I should care and that I used to care, and so I still do what I should do, and I know I should be worried that I am so apathetic, but most of the time I'm too apathetic to actually care.

I feel this way about a lot of things in my life, unfortunately :/ Sometimes I'll have a huge stress-out about all of the things I should be caring about, but then I slip back into apathy. *hug*

I'm not as happy as I claim or appear to be. I sometimes think my life would be easier if I were, well, dead - in which case, I would not have a life to make easier - but I am not so far "gone" that I would consider killing myself. I'm just really unhappy with my life and who I am right now, and I'm scared that things will only get worse for me.

I'm glad you're not thinking about suicide, but this breaks my heart :( I'm so sorry that you feel this way. I don't know which one of my friends you are, but know that I love you, and I hope that you find peace and happiness soon ♥

I wish I was a man.

Do you feel as though you should be male?

*hug* Gender can be such a difficult thing.

The other night I gave one of my male friends a blow job. I refuse to feel like a slut about it, mainly because I'm incredibly proud of my abilities in that area. But that makes me feel like a slut.

Well, hey. If you've got talent and you don't feel bad about the act itself, I'd say that you shouldn't feel bad at all. Because... clearly I am the arbiter of how people should feel. I don't know. But I don't think you're a slut!

Want to give tips? :)

I don't love her as much as she loves me.

Do you think you will tell her?

That's tough :/

I think I have fallen out of friend love with my best friend. We just have nothing in common anymore and I am not even sure I want to keep up our friendship, but I feel like too much has happened between us for us to just quit.

I have had this feeling. I hope that you find some way to work things out - whether as friends or in going your separate ways.

I'm happy where I am today, and where I'm going in life, but it still doesn't stop me from having these weirdass breakdowns every so often that drain me of so much energy and ambition. I think I might be slowly going insane.

I'm glad you're happy - at least, happy most of the time. It sucks that you're having these episodes... I hope that they clear up soon. And I definitely hope that you're not going insane! *hug*

I'm in love with someone, but I don't let them know because I don't want to deal with getting hurt again. I thought I'd get over that feeling after enough time had passed, but it just lingers.

The thought of getting hurt is so terrifying. People tell you to just go for it, but getting rejected can really mess with a person. I wish you all the best - that love works out for you somehow.

I sometimes think I'm pretty, and then I feel horribly vain and conceited and have to pick apart my appearance to put myself back into my proper place.

Aww, I wish you didn't feel like you had to do that. Everyone should feel pretty.

I'm terrified of children. When I'm around young kids I start obsessively thinking back to being molested by my live-in nanny as a child. It's all I can think about; I can't make the thoughts stop when I'm around kids. I told my parents about my nanny beating my sister and I, but only ever told my mom about being molested.

My father keeps trying to convince me I should have children, and I don't know how to make him stop without telling him. He feels so guilty about what happened when I was a kid as is; telling him everything would just make him feel worse.

I try to pretend it never happened. I almost never let myself even think back to it, because I just can't handle it. I'm afraid that one day when my dad bugs me about kids that I'll fall apart and tell him, and then I won't be able to pick the pieces back up again....

Oh, God, that's so awful. I can't even imagine. I just want to hug you forever - what a horrible thing to have happen to you. I hope someday that you can read some kind of understanding with your father. Or, at the very least, he won't bug you about having children anymore, even if you don't tell him.

Does it post anonymous automatically, or did I miss the boat? Damn not having time to go get online before this.

You can click it as an option. AND OMG CUTE PUPPY!!!!

I don't think that my best friend's boyfriend is good enough for her, but she's madly in love with him and wants to marry him someday. I'm afraid of telling her how I really feel about the whole thing, so I act as supportive as I can.

This is coolest idea ever! : )

A great, awesome guy came into my life, he's actually kind of a mini-celeb (radio personality) and he's loaded, does all sorts of wonderful things and... I just don't feel it. I want to like him, he deserves for me to like him, but... I just don't feel anything.

I'm in love with a friend who may or may not love me back. I could do something, make something happen but I prefer not knowing if he likes me back or not.

Uncertainty is an exquisite state of mind. In a life where I am so certain about everything I do, I really like not knowing where I stand with him.

I have crushes on male and female celebrities/characters, but my only "real-people" crushes are on girls. Weird, eh? :P

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