Secrets, Part 5

[applespice]

I haven't done one of these in years, but it just struck me today to put a post up. If you have something weighing on you that you'd like to get out, post it here!

Share a secret in the comments. Anonymous commenting is on and IP logging is off, so share whatever you like.

Maybe I'm just feeling a little secretive today?

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

so many secrets.

Some of which I have semi-talked around in my journal.

There is a man I want to be with but he is unavailable. I'm supposed to be this strong independent woman, and am in most places. I want the wedding, and kids.. but for this man, I would be a mistress, so long as he gave me the children I desire, I would be a kept woman for him.

It seems sad and pathetic for me when I think about it outside of my feelings that someone would settle for so little. But I discovered that some of him is better than all of someone else.

[applespicy.livejournal.com]

Do you think you'd really ultimately be content as just a mistress? You deserve more than that.

I'm sorry that you're dealing with those feelings, though. That stuff is so hard :/