Secrets, Part 5

[applespice]

I haven't done one of these in years, but it just struck me today to put a post up. If you have something weighing on you that you'd like to get out, post it here!

Share a secret in the comments. Anonymous commenting is on and IP logging is off, so share whatever you like.

Maybe I'm just feeling a little secretive today?

Comments

[applespicy.livejournal.com]

LOL I understand that. I am generally an open book with people I know as well. And I'll never guess who you are because I'd be SHAMED if I was wrong!!

[applespicy.livejournal.com]

Ugh. I'm sorry that your "friend" is like that. And I get how hard it is to drop people, even if you want to. It just makes things difficult.

[applespicy.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry :( Though if I know anything from being a real adult with a real job, it's that a lot of times you still never stop feeling like a kid. So even though I've been working in a "career" for awhile, I still feel stupid and useless a lot of the time.

[applespicy.livejournal.com]

Do you think you'd really ultimately be content as just a mistress? You deserve more than that.

I'm sorry that you're dealing with those feelings, though. That stuff is so hard :/

[(Anonymous)]

I have a friend, and I consider myself very lucky to know him. I know I should be satisfied with that, but I'm not - and I'm quite sure that anything beyond friendship would be impossible for us, for a number of reasons. He means more to me than he knows, and has affected my life in more ways than he realizes. I should remember that even if he doesn't feel about me the way I wish he did, he still cares a great deal. It's just hard for me to be happy with what I have, sometimes. These pent-up feelings have made me so anxious, restless, and insecure, and I worry that it's taking a toll on our friendship and other aspects of my life.